tendency
April 21, 2006these damned 365s are making me think about all these people i’ve met over the years. its funny too, the people you’d think have made such a difference to your life, you find so little to write about them. maybe coz there’s so much. my love for understatement helps though :).
the filter has undergone a change too.. i went from trying to find people who have really touched my life; until i realised that sometimes, people you barely know touch your life in a way you could never imagine.
the tendency of not talking a lot is not helping now.. there seem to be this plethora of thoughts just waiting to be put down on paper - i end up writing such random posts about how i want to talk, but don’t. ironic.
some innate barrier is not letting me set myself free 
some basic mechanism has definitely broken down though. i’ve managed to find something to think about in the silliest of movies.. and now the few thoughts that i do manage to crystallize on during anything.. just about go “poof!”
nice, i’m going dumb.
blue skies, a shining sun, long days. summer has finally come to aberdeen.
