an explanation
September 18, 2005i love understatement.
- i fucked up.
- big time.
- people too important, too close are hurt.
- i can never make it OK. For me. Or them.
- i’ve become someone i thought i could never be. the paradigm has changed.
- i hate myself too.
oh, and life sucks too. if everything else wasn’t enough.
note: …and not even ‘the alchemist’ is helping. nothing can.
note: argh.
fuck it.
Write to me. I am not sure I can help,
Riri | September 19, 2005Write to me. I am not sure I can help, but I can listen.
Life sucks... One time atleast...everyone gets fucked in life...thats how it
Ashish | September 19, 2005Life sucks…
One time atleast…everyone gets fucked in life…thats how it is and thats how its gonna be…
Best thing u can do is be sure that now that u have been thru it there shud be better things up for grabs…
cheer up…happens to all of us kind…shitty life.
shit, man. what the hell happened?
marie b. | September 19, 2005shit, man.
what the hell happened?
hey hey hey!! what's going on??? you sounds all wrong?? what's
trine | September 21, 2005hey hey hey!! what’s going on???
you sounds all wrong??
what’s going on??
Hang onto the toilet seat 'cause the shit will blow.
Rohit | September 25, 2005Hang onto the toilet seat ’cause the shit will blow.
You know, I have no more idea than anyone
Sol | September 25, 2005You know, I have no more idea than anyone else of what has happened but this I do know. Or, this I believe.
We will all go through periods of time when we screw up. We will hurt our friends or family and at times they will hurt us. What becomes the question one must ask of you, or themselves the most.. “Was it intended.. Did he mean to hurt?”
Mistakes happen, garbage happens but we love our family and friends unconditionally… meaning.. there is NO claus in there stating that you are my friend only as long as you don’t cause me any pain or discomfort. None.
I’ve been hurt by friends but none of them honestly meant any real harm. The outcome was far different than the one they anticipated. I still love them dearly cause they are humans. We all as humans are prone to doing dumb things from time to time.
I hope, whatever has happened, will ultimately end in such a fashion for you.. unconditional friendship includes forgiveness. And you must look at yourself and forgive yourself.