a general wondering
January 17, 2005hmmm…sometimes i wonder..
i know i generally wonder about many things.
but i couldn't come up with a suitable beginning for the post.:-D
the weird thing is that i seem to be wondering about a lot of stuff these days. the brain sees something and starts analysis, reasoning, and well, basically; thinking.
a coupla things come to mind.
1. am i unique in this ?
2. is it all worth that much thought ?
that may sound a bit egotistic. but, that's frankly what i have been thinking about for a coupla days now.
for whatever reasons, i seem to be giving too much thought to things that shouldn't really take up this much “processing” time, so to speak. i don't see it happening as much in other people's blogs/lives.
and i see no relation between wondering about the universe and medical imaging.
for those not in the know, the latter is what i am doing in aberdeen.
or is just that i have that much free time on my hands?
but then i am not doing this in my free time. anytime i am, like living, its like i am thinking about the many things i keep discussing here.
i know, i know, i think too much.
the other thing that occurs to me is that, if no-one else does any of this, it might mean that all this is not worth the thought. just accept what goes on, and live life the way it goes.
no.
an answer comes.
i do it maybe because not enough do it.
i do it because someone has to.
i do it because i cannot accept that life is just this way, and one lives the way its dished out to you.
i do it because i must.
i cannot live life like everyone else. i have to be unique, i have to think:
i have to live while understanding.
this is me. i have to figure out why. i have to understand what its all about. i have to figure out the reason that i'm here.
maybe that's the reason i'm here.
You are doing great Sev. Question away. Think on whatever
Bubba | January 17, 2005You are doing great Sev. Question away. Think on whatever pops in mind. Its not the time you spend on thought, Its the result of thought that matters. At least thats where I am at.
I absolutely think that is why you are here. It
HippyChix | January 17, 2005I absolutely think that is why you are here. It doesn’t matter what others do or don’t do, it only matters that you do what you need to do. You need to think
Peace,
HippyChix
Ps. my site is down, will be back shortly.
there are many reasons that you are here SEV including
Michele | January 17, 2005there are many reasons that you are here SEV including the fact that you bring wonderment and delight to the many lives you touch. I am certain that a few of the people in your life also bring wonderment and joy ot your life - now that is someethign to think about.
Your post has all of the makings of at least
Easy | January 17, 2005Your post has all of the makings of at least a 5 beer conversation.
Thanks visiting Glory Road.
Consider yourself wise that you are wondering. Some die ignorant
Riri | January 18, 2005Consider yourself wise that you are wondering. Some die ignorant because they never asked themselves a single question. Some ask themselves so many questions that they wish they died without knowing so much. Wonder away, but don’t torture yourself. Don’t forget to live as well…you’ve got a whole life to figure out why you’re here.
And I thought I was the only one....no,seriously,but in my
rads | January 18, 2005And I thought I was the only one….no,seriously,but in my case,I used to go under a certain amount of strain while sorting out some answers,if you don’t have the strain factor,then I gotta say you’re lucky…
@bubba1: what's amazing is the way that anything can make
SEV | January 19, 2005@bubba1: what’s amazing is the way that anything can make you think. and that makes one wonder whether the fact that you have so many questions, means that there are no answers.
scary.
@HippyChix: i am here to think about the universe alone. i like that job description !
@Michele: it’s the beauty of the multiverse we are in, that there are such subtle connections between us. but you are right, realising who affects us is more important than many things that we do. i thought about some of this a while ago.
@Easy: i would have thought it would have been more a vodka/wine kinda post
@Riri: it’s true, a lot of the time, i have to forcibly remind myself that life has more to it than simply thinking about its complex nature.
.. j/k
HippyChix doesn’t seem to think so though
@rads: i will not even begin to talk about the strain. i think too much as it is. i just manage to dichotomize it from my daily life..